In your life, people are either rocks or boomerangs. When you've come tot he point where you have to let let someone go, you have to first decide: Are they a rock or are they a boomerang?. Once you've decided, a calming peace should come over you. Then you release them.
Feeling great about life at the moment. Self-Actualizing and trying to find my organism's master motive.
Last night I had an awesome talk with my ex and I mainly did the talking. I wanted her to know that I too just want to be friends and I also wasn't ready for a relationship in actuality. It would be nice of course, but do I need one at the moment? Probably not. So we still have that open communication on point and we might even be better friends. I got off the phone feeling excited about how things went.
My girl and I broke up yesterday. She said that I was better off without her.... hmmmm. ok. She did it over a text message. Pretty classy.
But today while in church I had an epiphany of release. Being comforted by God's assurance that this was a good thing that happened. Feel pretty overwhelmed today with thanks. Not gonna lie, I do feel a little bruised, but when you know something is for the better, you start becoming hopeful for what's to come.
Do you remember the last time I said
If I ever thought about lying,
I'd rather think of dying instead
And maybe you remember the last time you called me
to say we were through
How it took a million tears
just to prove they all were for you
But those days are through
'Cause it wouldn't have made any difference,
if you loved me
How could you love me
When it wouldn't really make any difference,
if you really loved me
You just didn't love me
'Cause I know of hundreds of times I could be
In the most unfaithful arms that you always picture me
And maybe you remember that
though I can't always show proof I was true
No one else could change my mind or
stop me coming home to you
But those days are through
You just did not love me enough to believe me
Enough not to leave me
Enough not to look for a reason to be unhappy with me
And make me regret ever wanting you
But those days are through
Just when I've given up on finding someone of substance in this weak city. In pops Danielle Barney. She's simply amazing. She's funny, quirky and we love being around each other. So I had to make a post about it. She rocks!!