"Opaque"

I never used ugly girls for practice

'cause I didn't want to damage the lower brackets

and have to dodge a downfall of feminine masses

I remain selective slicing slivers from the cake

I'm not a dog collecting bones for bones sake

that makes a soul opaque

There's too much at stake

But I found out that chicks like him with experience

So I'm in one heck of a predicament

Nothing is ever easy

You joke, and get slapped for teasing

I wish I had all the answers, believe me

Practice makes perfect sense

but is still misleading

"Make the love, paint the picture, write the song,

the player met a virgin, made a virgo named him Sean"

-Don't Ever F*ing Question That

"Blink"

I awoke still attached from a surreal transparency
Dreams are judgement free zones
Ecstasy is highly prone
aware & lucid flown
No cones to stay within
No futile hoops to jump through
I'm still half asleep relieved
in hopes for that long blink
sliding back in
seeing the woman of my dreams
at a 35% opacity
but sadly
the blinks never last
This weather play is overcast
and damp by the third act
I weigh my options from inside the sack
Caffeine boost or a tenure in recluse
But veins induced to prove what?
I'm up


"Never sleepin' to miss the AM oasis
my name is a wired heart, sloppy obligation"
-Basic Cable

"Fraction"

A fraction of self fractured by neglect
The realist thing I've ever said.

On the carpet of my soul is a stain
I watch this quern grinding my moods grain
into morbid bite-sized bitter drops

I pop them in
A sin against self
This curse
once paltry to the milky of my ways
has my earth flat in the advanced curvature of mirthful days

These arms are open
Why?

[retort here]

"Dreams and belief have gone,
Time, life itself goes on"
-Half Day Closing